Makeup can be a wonderful way to transform yourself into a character, a mood, a piece of art, or maybe even into someone you more deeply identify with. Yet I have also seen people use makeup to hide the parts of themselves that they are ashamed of.
There is nothing to be ashamed of! You should feel the freedom to wear whatever you like on your body and face AS WELL as feel the freedom and confidence to wake up and leave your house without glancing in a mirror. You don't need any enhancements. You have a great face, no one else has a face like yours! Love your face!